Things to deal with. I’m missing the person he was. And that part in my life and I feel like I should call him but remember that is person isnt there anymore and I’ve already tried so hard before to get them back, to find that person inside of him and he’s just gone. Can’t look any more clingy or desperate, he loves it as he would probably be nasty because he hates me. I wish I could slag off the new him to the old him and say this is what I know you will do to me.